Tuesday, 25 November 2008

Oh my god...

It happens all of a sudden, just from a simple "Hi"... Too fast... And it is wrong... But it can't be helped. I want meself happy but at the same time it will hurt someone else if it keeps going. But I did sacrifice for the others happiness so many times. It's so unfair for people and as well as for me.

My dear God... Can you explain what is the thing that I'm feelin' now? The feelin' that I had forgotten years and years ago. Everyday I wake up with my heart pounding so hard as I thought it might leap out of my chest. The fear is so intense and feral it's like being an animal. What is it exactly?



5 comments:

Shinnie Shmoochie said...

*hands you a drug*
You know what it is *winks*

daria.lala said...
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Bujang Sarawak said...

Cerita ini tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau pun yang mati. Sekadar kaber line....

daria.lala said...

tell me when u know, will u?
so i can ask dear God too.

Bujang Sarawak said...

Please do ask....And if you find out what it is, please let me know. I've tried to figure it out but yet still couldn't find the answer...