Wednesday, 26 November 2008

Incomplete...

Something is missing today. I feel so empty... It's like unfinished dream, a letter half written and a forgotten melody. So incomplete.... It's not even a day yet and I already miss someone. And this heart keep pounding hard as usual...

I still try to figure out why my heart pounding hard. I couldn't find the answer. It has been 5 years, and for the first time it happens again. I feel so warm, calm and sometimes a bit worry when it comes into my thoughts. I want to stay like this... Always and forever if I can. But nothing I can do. There's a line that I can't cross. In fact it absolutely shouldn't be crossed at all.

So last night I told meself, maybe this winter I still a lonely lad. I have been embrace it and befriend it rather trying hard to battle it for long time.... I learnt that there are two types of loneliness. One can be lonely because there is none around to share the moments or one can feel lonely in the midst of all people around. I found out the later kind of loneliness is the hardest to overcome. That is the kind that makes my soul ache... 

Can this puzzle be completed? Does someone has this very little piece now? I don't even know what is the answer for that....




2 comments:

daria.lala said...

d'yu know the saying that says

'makin ta pk makin ta sik temu answers'

nya kamikaze nak.. mesti nya pat saba nak? hee
;)

Bujang Sarawak said...

Dah lamak sabar tok. hehehe... Dah bersarang spider dah sabar ya... Hehehe... Pheeewwiiittt... Hi.. sapa nama kamek? (to you)