Sunday, 18 January 2009

Transitional Stage

Aaaahhhhh....

Aku rasa aku dalam transitional stage dari seorang single ke in relationship... I found it's hard but never give it up...

Nearly 5 years aku single aku rasa aku ilang relationship skills. To be honest, aku macam selalu jak molah girlfriend aku kecik ati. Ermmm.... I know it's my fault. Aku masih coba nyesuai dirik aku dengan relationship. Yalah, before aku sik pernah nak ambik tauk hal orang, nak care hal orang or nak jaga ati orang. But aku bukan jenis yang pengempang. Aku sik pernah nak ngeluar kata-kata kasar apa indah. Aku berkelakar dengan bagus, cuma cara nya jak sik betul & orang selalu boleh salah paham dengan apa yang aku padah. My intention is to tell something good, but it turns out jadi bad bila orang salah paham dengan cara aku express something... And I did that to my very best girl. Cara aku hanya sesuai pakei orang-orang Barat (foreigner). Sedikit sebanyak aku dapat rasa adap ketimuran aku terhakis juak sebab cara hidup di sitok yang suka berterus terang depan-depan dalam apa juak perkara.

By the way, don't worry about it. Aku dah 25, so I know how to suit myself with changes in this life. Diam di England for nearly 4 years, jauh dari family & friends aku belajar banyak benda pasal hidup. So now aku belajar balit pasal relationship. Life is all about learning. 

Thanks to my beloved girl, Nurul Zawiyah for giving me chance to improve. I'll do my best for her. Soon or later, I know I can change. But please understand, I can't change immediately. I have to do it slowly. Because I believe immediate change won't last long. So don't worry my love... You're the only one that I love and care of. I wanna be your very best partner. You know every dream and plan I have for you, don't you. I'm sorry for what I've done for you. Please be patient because I'm in Transitional Stage. Don't you love me for what I am? And I really appreciate that. And I wanna give my very best to you....
 

6 comments:

Res Judicata said...

sikpaaa... paham. jaoh juak bah.

kesian ktk duak..lagik la jaoh banding mek duak gerek mek...

slow2...amik hati nya.. :) it's good that you're willing to change for her. I admire that. She's one lucky lady.. huhu...

syuh syuh.. gi pujok nya nun... syuhh :p hahahah

daria.lala said...

dont change. i love you for what u are. im sorry. youre still the best thing that has happened to me. ingat ya. and u are the best. i love you.

daria.lala said...

.. and i am in the same stage too. u are so different, in a good way.. and i am so used of being neglected and standing on my own. so its not really your fault. thank you for loving me despite of my over-sensitivity, but deep in my heart, i love you dearly nonetheless.

kaz, mek syg ktk.

aderusu-sama said...

awwwww.... aku terharu maca ya...
gud luck ktk duak!!!!

aVe said...

wah wah kaz.. hehehe..

Shinnie Shmoochie said...

I believe that both of you guys will be great together. You are now, and things are getting better each day. =)
One is a perfect puzzle for one.
Allah SWT meet you guys up;
and every single action you took/take must have their own reasons. Believe in that, insyaAllah, things will be just fine.
It applies to others' relationships, too. (It goes for all my babes =))

A must-have rule in a relationship:
Never to give up.
Whatever comes next, is up to you.

Stay strong, AB. Stay strong, Babe.
We'll always be here. All through the days, weeks, months, years..Always..