Sarawak... Where I belong..

When talking about Sarawak, it makes me so emotional. No matter how great Britain is, still nothing compare to Sarawak. For me Kuching is greater than London tho we don't have the remarkable Underground Tube, Traffalgar Square, Oxford Street, Hyde Park, Embankment and Buckingham Palace. In fact if i compare those things to what we have in Sarawak, we have all that, that we should proud of. For example:

Kuching = London

Miri = Manchester

Sibu = Wales

Bintulu = Midlands

Underground Tube = Range of public busses & Pak tambang

Traffalgar Square = Square at Waterfront

Oxford Street = India Street

Hyde Park = Park at Pustaka

Embankment = Kuching Waterfront

Buckingham Palace = Astana

See... We got all that in Sarawak. We even have the largest cave in the world which can accomodate 5 London's St. Paul Cathedral, 40 Boeing 747 side by side, hundreds of double decker bus. We have the virgin rain forest, beautiful islands and beaches. You name it, you couldn't get that here in Britain. That's why I'm proud being Sarawakian.

Instead of meeting family and friends, I got list of people that I'm gonna meet while in Kuching. They are my political mentor and my business contact. Everytime I'm coming home, I need to meet up with those people to build strong connection. So that when the time I'm coming home for good I already have a strong base in Sarawak. It cannot be denied, that's how things work in Malaysia. You have to gamble to success in this game.

The most imoprtant person I'm gonna meet is my "Favourite Girl". She waits for me patiently. I'll spend my time everyday with her. Urgghhh... I just can't describe how meaningful and important she is for me... Yeah... This time I got to talk to my parents that I definitely  want a serious relationship. I believe they will not gonna oppose me this time because I've done too much to improve my future from nothing to something. I've built their confidence in me. I've made them proud and all that.

Yeahh... I'm looking forward for my holiday this time... It's a trip to happiness, a trip to "Complete Kaz", a trip to where my heart and soul belong... Sarawak is not everything... Sarawak is something....

You're My Perfect Love Song..

To my very best girl... I'll  never get enough telling you how much I love you. I believe my love for you is inexpressible by the word "I love you" because I love you more than that. Even if I try to express it through a song, still not enough. You're my perfect love song.

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I've been thinking of you 

And I've been trying to figure out 

What you remind me of 

Cause you are...nothing like I've ever known 

Are you an angel 

Sent to me... feeling so unreal 

Must be heavenly, It's a mystery 

And it hit me,that you remind me of the perfect words 

The perfect words written by your favorite singer 

The type of song that you turn into an ring tone 

I get this feeling every time I think of you 

And I know,you're the perfect love song 

Ronald Isley,Babyface,Jodeci and Marvin Gaye 

Made melodies that can't be replaced 

But you...you're the perfect love song 

Joe,R Kelly,Mary J,Faith,Mariah and Sade 

Made the Whole world sing many times,many ways 

But you are 

You're the perfect love song 

You're voice is soothing to me 

Like the strings of a guitar 

It takes me right back to the beginning 

And I fall in love all over 

You never, never ask for nothing 

That's why I wanna give you everything 

That's why I sing, the joy you bring 

It's worth more than the parfect love words 

The perfect words written by your favorite singer 

The type of song that you turn into a ring tone 

I get this feeling every time I think of you 

And I know,you're the perfect love song 

Joe,R Kelly,Mary J,Faith,Mariah and Sade 

Made the Whole world sing many times,many ways 

But you are 

You're the perfect love song 

Every time I'm with you 

I get inspired to be a better man 

Your love is timeless, it lasts forever 

Like the perfect love song 

Ronald Isley,Babyface,Jodeci and Marvin Gaye 

Made melodies that can't be replaced 

But you...you're the perfect love song 

Usher,Brandy and Beyonce 

Voices sound so heavenly 

Made the whole world sing 

Many times,many ways 

But you are the perfect love song 

Ronald Isley,Babyface,Jodeci and Marvin Gaye 

Made melodies that can't be replaced 

But you...you're the perfect love song 

Joe,R Kelly,Mary J,Faith,Mariah and Sade 

Made the Whole world sing many times,many ways 

But you are 

You're the perfect love song

perfect love song - Boyz II Men

Hospitalised

Urghhh... I've been hospitalised at 3.45a.m today. The body temperature was rising to the level that a human can't take. It seemed like my body heat sink did not working well. I was shivering and start bubblin' unconciously. I called meself an ambulance.  Discharged late this afternoon and went straight to the office to pick up few stuff for meeting tomorrow. I cannot take a leave because of the workload at the moment.... it is important to sort out all tasks before going for holiday to Kuching. Attach, I promise meself to work hard already.

Wondering how's she doing at the moment... I miss her so much.

   

Everyday I love you...

She will be away for field work for 5 days. I'll pray for her safety. I'm gonna miss her. I'll miss her smile, miss her laugh, miss her "nguu...", miss her "oof..". I'm gonna miss every bit of her. Tapi sik pa... Kerja ya tanggung jawab. Ibadah... Pergi kerja dapat pahala... Nyuroh orang pergi kerja pun dapat pahala juak kali.

Actually, I'm busy as well. I got a building hand over this week. So banyak lah kenak polah commissioning, testing & inspection. Pasya nak siapkan full design for sigek college tok gik. Project di Poland juak lagik. Dah lah demam... Sik pa lah, keberkatan bekerja ya penting. Kenak berkorban sikit pakei masa depan. Insyaallah, kenak promote & dapat payrise, boleh lah aku mempercepatkan niat kamek duak... Semoga direstui keduak orang tua, family, friends & people around us.

Iskhhh... 5 days... Nevermind, I'll be ok... I already have you in me heart and me mind. Everywhere I go, every air I breathe, you're always here with me... Everyday I love you....

She loves you...

Hello...

I was really down in the last posting. But as soon as I talked to her later that day, I realised there's nothing I should be worried about. Because I know she loves me so much. I should be glad instead of being sad. There's nothing to be sad about with love like that...

I know she loves me... So do I...

Down...

In less than an hour... I'm so down again... So I just take it with smile tho I feel so worried... I never gonna give up on this life. I like being 25....  

Manchester sky really can understand me, I believe.

In a rush...

Hello...

It's been a while since my last post. I've been busy with my work at the moment. I got to complete my design as soon as possible before going for holiday peacefully. I also got a building to hand over next week. There is a list of commissioning and testing to be done. Economy might be slow at the moment but not my workload, which is a good sign for me.

By the way, this busy life is not a big deal to me. There's something that encourage me to work hard. Something that motivate me and make me so determine. I'm  talking about my girl. She's my precious. I love her so much. No matter how tough my day is, she always be there to cheer me up and brighten my day. She's all I want in life now. Forget about Aston Martin that I always dream of, forget about fancy apartment to live in the middle of Manchester city centre. They wouldn't make me happy anyway. Now I'm saving money for my future plan with her. I'm gonna marry her, build up our own family, buy a house, have some kids and there we go... a "Happy Young Family". I know this is just a plan, but I'm working hard towards it. Everyday I pray for this to happen in the future. I believe Allah is kind and Allah knows what's the best for me. I hope everything will be easy for both of us.

It all happened in a rush but true. I love her so much and so do her. I'm so happy now... She just complete me...

Ya Allah, did you send her to me? If you are, please make this the final one. I know life never seem so easy but I've been through many hard times in my life and I never blame you for any single of that. But this time please make me happy. Please make it easy between me and her. Amin...