Aku rasa aku dalam transitional stage dari seorang single ke in relationship... I found it's hard but never give it up...
Nearly 5 years aku single aku rasa aku ilang relationship skills. To be honest, aku macam selalu jak molah girlfriend aku kecik ati. Ermmm.... I know it's my fault. Aku masih coba nyesuai dirik aku dengan relationship. Yalah, before aku sik pernah nak ambik tauk hal orang, nak care hal orang or nak jaga ati orang. But aku bukan jenis yang pengempang. Aku sik pernah nak ngeluar kata-kata kasar apa indah. Aku berkelakar dengan bagus, cuma cara nya jak sik betul & orang selalu boleh salah paham dengan apa yang aku padah. My intention is to tell something good, but it turns out jadi bad bila orang salah paham dengan cara aku express something... And I did that to my very best girl. Cara aku hanya sesuai pakei orang-orang Barat (foreigner). Sedikit sebanyak aku dapat rasa adap ketimuran aku terhakis juak sebab cara hidup di sitok yang suka berterus terang depan-depan dalam apa juak perkara.
By the way, don't worry about it. Aku dah 25, so I know how to suit myself with changes in this life. Diam di England for nearly 4 years, jauh dari family & friends aku belajar banyak benda pasal hidup. So now aku belajar balit pasal relationship. Life is all about learning.
Thanks to my beloved girl, Nurul Zawiyah for giving me chance to improve. I'll do my best for her. Soon or later, I know I can change. But please understand, I can't change immediately. I have to do it slowly. Because I believe immediate change won't last long. So don't worry my love... You're the only one that I love and care of. I wanna be your very best partner. You know every dream and plan I have for you, don't you. I'm sorry for what I've done for you. Please be patient because I'm in Transitional Stage. Don't you love me for what I am? And I really appreciate that. And I wanna give my very best to you....
